long time no see...

umm hello? i have not written weeks ago. sorry. now i am trying to talk about everything in a nutshell.

first: i am ill 9 days ago. i had fever, ate lots of meds before i visited the doc. then she said that i have got some bronchitis, so i have to stay at home. got an antibioticum, now i feel better. hopefully i can go to school on monday. 

second: nothing. being at home because of illness is not an exciting thing. i was sleeping all day long and watched Discovery Channel, NatGeo and NatGeoWild. and tried to eat some food what was a hard thing. i ate mostly salty things, like pretzels and salty sticks. meh.

yesterday i had a phone call with the boy whom i loved for months. i felt like nothing. i mean, we two spoke like nothing happened before, that we were best friends - we were not. he left me in a pain, what was more mental than physical. well, it was kinda both, he is my neighbour. now i am curious about our relationship, how will this crack end. every friend of mine who knows him is saying that he loves me. well, i think i still love him too, but i will not make an ass from my mouth: once i said to him that he must be the one who launches it all. let's hope for a better carrying-on.

okay, this was me in a nutshell. maybe i can write about exciting things from next week.

xoxo