I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.

*sighs* i am sleeping a lot these days, maybe too much. but my meds are making me sleepy every day. or could we say in every hour. ~

sooo. we have lots of snow again, YAY! i really love this white thingie. it is soft, cold, white and so peaceful. today i felt better - because i am sick 2 days ago - and went outside to build a snowman. did the half of it when my collie came and ruined it down. first i was feeling sad, but after that we both landed in the snow, i laughed and she "spoke" to me. i really love my little darling.
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i was searching for old music, what i listened in ages. found this masterpiece from 2003 and it really touched my heart.



Death Cab For Cutie is still one of my fav bands. their lyrics are so good and true. like they are really written about our lives. just listen to them and you'll get what i knew ages ago.
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i want to go to Dutch Harbor. Alaska is a place what i really want to visit one time and i am sure i will. it is like a dream, snow and mountains everywhere, the Bering Sea makes it perfect. and i am not watching Deadliest Catch because of this place or vice versa. the country itself touched my heart. but i am a big fan of ships and wrecks, so maybe that is playing a role in this whole thing.

We all have our own life to pursue, our own kind of dream to be weaving. And we all have some power to make wishes come true, as long as we keep believing.