Days suck big times...

again and again and again. always i am the worst person in the world, who does no homework, is always up late and sits too much before the internet. that's me in a nutshell - how my stepdad is seeing me.


today begun as every saturday, i was sleeping till 11am, dressed up, blahblahblah...you know. daily morning routine. wanted to help to mum by cooking, and here all the mess begun. i was not able to, because my stepdad (from now on Huge A) said, that i cannot cook, it is a crap what i am making. then fuck off, went to tidy my room. did it for 3 hours, he came in and searched after a tiny mess just to pick up me. hah, he found nothing.
hours go by, and I asked from Huga A a very important question: May I have his surname to be a complete family. backlash:
"BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" or something like that and gave my sister a quickie. here i felt totally ruined down. like when your mum stints you from going out from the house. or dunno. but from that on, i was moving like a zombie, everything was a shit. i am so naive, that i can hurt myself easily with doing things like this. around 7:30pm i was watching Pearl Harbor for the 615253 time. Huge A came in, said that i have to do the ironing RIGHT NOW. looked like WUT, it is 7:30pm. said i'll do it tomorrow. then he disconnected my pc from the internet. ahh geez.but i am still here, so was not that bad (actually it was, i just want to act cool. you know.)

but i have friends, who can make me feel better even if i am in a badbadbad mood. thanks to Mara and Flo my mood went up high in a few hours. love you guys, you are awesome. <3

now, sitting in my towel, really not sleepy, listening to music and having a perverted mood on... that shower-joining gave my brain a boost. ( ;

night ya'll. : *